A new type of obsession
Jul 28 2010, 9:52 AM EDT
| Post edited: Jul 28 2010, 9:52 AM EDT
I cant believe I have been so ignorant to Adams perfection until recently, but now in every moment I have spare, all I think about is him. It pains me deeply to know that I will be eternally jealous of every man who is fortunate enough to have been desired by Adam, everyone Adam has ever been intimate with, every man who has caressed Adam and been caressed, kissed, loved.... Never before have I been so obsessed with a performer, I cannot stop thinking about ALambert, I cry when I watch his music (this is a very, very strange phenomenon for me) and when I remind myself that he is, in fact gay. This does not come from any kind of disrespect for LGBT people of the world (I am bisexual), it is just knowing that there is in fact 0 percent chance that that lover with their tongue in his mouth or hands in his hair is me(there was something much more intense here, but i thought it inappropriate facebook conversation). Obviously even if he were straight, there would be incredibly little difference in that percentage (lol) but it would make dreaming of him that little bit sweeter. What have you done to me Adam? I am enthralled, obsessed and completely infatuated with your beauty, style and talent ... I will love you always.
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